wat would u do if u noe that u are goin to die soon
maybe 5 years ltr? or 5 months?
with the so little time limit u hav
sounds so sad...
it is a manga i was reading
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i keep crying..
its nt completed yet
so i dunno the endding ( of cos i wish for a happy endding)
im sure there are many people with heart diesease all over the world
the second most common illness in japan
the guy cant live till 20..
so sad
i cant imagine
its so painful just readin from manga
and its nt that wat happend after the death
but rather how the person thinks about his death and deal with his situation
lik avoiding gettin too close to the ppl u lik..
so that when u die, they feel less hurt ( tt is totally stupid!)
dont u think its funny?
i mean one fine and sunny day
maybe a car would just come
and off u go
not sayin any goodbyes
and the people next to u would think
"he was so happy and energetic 1 hour before. how did he...."
u wont know when u are leaving
till the time u actually hav to go
is it worst if u know ur limit or sudden death?
there was a book i bought from sans bookshop ( so proud of myself..)
tuesday with mr. morrie (i wonder where is it now?)
a damn touchin book...
i dont think i will be able to cope in mr.morrie's situation
i mean im onli 17
there's still a long way ahead of me
even though i hav tot of where my soul goes and do after death
i didnt think about the people around me
those i care about
those that i would nt wan to hurt. esp by myself
and if its an illness
the bills from hospital is alot more worst
............
T-T
"happiness comes from, 1st of all, health"
where did i heard tt from???
and my mummy always tell us
"poor people are better off died than gravely sick"
is she tellin us to die if we get some werid diesease?
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please be healthy =]
and live ur life happily =]
im sorry for all stupid things ive done in the past
i love u all dearly =]
seriously
thank you for knowing me =]
time for the next manga =]
May