in love wif myself

2011-07-20T21:11:00.000-07:00

Don't pray that there won't be troubles,
but rejoice when problems arise.
For you will rely more on God and you will become closer to Him.
For you will not take Him for granted
and He will bless you more as you spend more time with Him.

Praise the Lord!!
for He is great and He is the greatest.
And all will be right in the end as The Greatest is with me.
=]

2011-07-18T08:31:00.000-07:00

Dear God, what should I do now?

2011-06-16T10:28:00.001-07:00

today is a great day ^^
although i was late and really didnt have the energy to go out at all
god gave me a push and provided me with all the energy i need
god is good!!!!

this morning i, like always, got stuck in bed
very lazy and tired to go out... only had 3 or 4 hours of sleep.
but after telling god how much i dun want to go, he still made me do it
haha.. and it was raining the night before so i was praying it will contiune to rain so that we have to cancel the trip = =
but i am very glad that god did what he did =]

although i was late, we carried on with the planning for our camp
we walked around sentosa for a few hours abd discussed a lot
if it was me before i met god, i'll probably be in a very bad temper..
after 7 hours of planning the camp, i still need to go the church.
there was a movie screening =]
my friend went wif me.. thank god for him too..

even after doin so much, i didnt even eat lunch or dinner but my body is fine
thank god
i'll say that today is like a miracle day =]

after the movie, we stayed to play with my lifegroup people a little longer
and on my way back home, the sky was really pretty
the sky is very clear and if you block out the streetlights,
you'll be able to see the smallest stars =]
really beautiful!!!
it is as if god is saying that he can see me very clearly without any clouds in the way =]

i'm praying for more days like today..^^ what a wonderful day
i hope everyone else have a great day too...

at the end of the day as you bath and wash off the dirt you acculmuated,
yes it sounds dirty, but it is a very nice feeling...
and you'll tell yourself that you had lived your life fully today =]

kids problem

2011-05-29T00:53:00.000-07:00

I like kids.... to the extend that I can be considered as a pedophile.
They are so cute and still not corrupted.

When you think of children, it always linked to innocence.
They are still very young, and you'll think they might still be ignorant.
However, that is not a good enough reason to let them go with everything they have done...

I'm not talking about eating up all the cookies then getting sick or crying to convince you in getting a new toy for them in public.
In my opinion, the worst thing that children can do (without knowing what they are really doing) is ganging up against one of them.

I know this bunch of kids. They are still young now, ranging from 4 to 7 years old.
10 years down the road, they probably will not be able to remember what they did so long ago.
But there will be scars.
It happened to me before when I was really young.
Actually I don't even remember it till I have seen it re-enact before me.

This ganging up, because I know, I see it as bullying.
There will always be a leader. One who will tell others to ignore the presence of the bullied.
One who will say nasty comments and intentionally hurt the other party.
The only positive thing about is that you will be able to identify a potential bully in the future and stop it before it becomes too bad and go overboard.
There will also be followers, those who listen to the 'leader' and copy their actions.

This is a kid’s problem that happens very often.
We as adults cannot interfere with this problems. Even if we did the children will not understand.

The bully will not realize that bullying is a bad thing.
If we scold them for doing that, their hate towards to bullied will increase even more.
If we defend the bullied, you'll be treated as their enemy.
Even if we isolate them, it can’t be a long term solution.

The leader is usually the oldest and followers the younger ones.
The followers will not realize that they are following to do a bad thing; they are just doing what was taught to them by their older example.
Just that it is not very good one.
But if that happens through a long enough period, they will start thinking of their own ways of bullying without orders from the leader.

And the bullied, will not even realized they are being bullied.
As children, it is a torture to be excluded.
They just want to play and be inside the small circle they know.
(I am talking about normal kids under normal circumstances)

While these kids are still growing, we can only do our best to educate them to differentiate what is right, what is wrong.
And pray that they grow up to be sensitive to others and have a good personality and character.
God bless all the future generations.

It is very important for parents to spend quality time with their children when they are still young.
Because this is the time where you can teach them through the easiest way.
Parents can teach the right attitude through life.
Young children learn by observing, then copying, and finally turning it into their own actions.
Parents are an important example for their children, it is their easiest source to start learning.

Don't underestimate the learning power of the children.
They notices the smallest little things.
If you want your children to help others, show them a real life example of literally helping others.
Pick up stuff for passer-by if they drop something,
queue up properly,
give your seat to the elderly in the public transport.
This is something to be cultivated in the very early stages of life.

And I am really disgusted by what the media is doing to the kid's mind.
ok.. I know that happy tree friend and south park are cute.
but you don't let your children be glued to the TV all the time watching these genre of shows, or even the adult shows, soap operas, bloody and violent scenes...
unless you want your kid with a twisted personality or have a dark sense of humor,
I got nothing to say...

o0

2011-03-22T05:39:00.000-07:00

during the period when i when missing (from blogging)
i turned 19

in my 19 years of life,
i wondered how did i live...
God protected me very well as i grew up.
i never did any homework. not in primary or secondary school, not even in poly..
but i managed to pass somehow...
i don't really take care of my body... dun like to exercise.. always eating at weird timings.. always sleeping late... gets sick often but i'm still healthy...
never had to worry about finance.. though my family is not rich.. my parents dun really tell us much about money issues although they are always fighting over it.. but my dad always give us our pocket money..
i dun like to socialize, i was contended to just spent the day with myself reading a book from the library or manga, watching TV or anime... but i still had some awesome friends.
my parents always nagg at us, but i know they love us..
looking back now, i was protected really well...
even if there were any problems, i have my family and friends..
i am so very blessed, and he wants me to become a channel of blessing to the ppl around me..
i have yet to do my part
Thank god that he brought me into this world, and let me meet all this wonderful ppl.

2011-01-23T20:50:00.000-08:00

today is a very funny day

i woke up early =]
and did my work o0
isn'n it unbelievable?
haha... i shocked myself too...

but the thing is
i still am late for sch... lol
was halfway to the busstop...
then realised that i didnt get my notes....
went home and here i am..
end up not going for lecture...
still doin work...

T-T this is wrong!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
lol

have some more work to do...
dun really noe where to start..
haiz..

2011-01-21T21:45:00.000-08:00

thanks peiqi =] (u r so cute!!!)
a few days ago, i wasnt feeling very well...
and i am still sick T-T

i know there is this bunch of people
not related by blood
but they are my brothers and sisters
i may not know them well
but i have eternity time
and because they are there i wont be bored
they like to write cards
they like to make more families and friends
they like to sing and talk
and they like to show their love
really caring and have a passion for people
because i know they care, i'll take better care of myself

there is another bunch of people
we call ourselves a family
it is really weird
in our family, there's aliens, there's hamsters, there's also non-living things
although no one is sane in there
i love being with this family
they like to play and talk
they like to slack around and do nothing
they like to slap someone out of emo-ness
and they like goin to eat dinner together
they do silly things to make you happy
because they also care, i'll take better care of myself

2011-01-19T23:46:00.000-08:00

sian....
I'm sick again......
throat hurts...
drinking lots of honey.........

my bones hurts too....
i guess I'm aging too fast for my own good..
lol

can't sleep properly
will wake up every hour or so during the night..
insomnia?

T-T
I really need to take better care of this body...

omg!!! %^*&(^%$@#
my dad just came into the room and fart!
and he left after farting......
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank god im sick now..
i got blocked nose!!!
lol

2011-01-14T03:05:00.000-08:00

how do people change?
i wan to change.
i cant stand myself anymore
..
and nope, this is not an emo post

the problem here is i love myself too much
not as in narcissist, think-i'm-the-most-pretty-person-in-the-world-kind
but... selfish?
...........
to always think and live for other people,
right now it seems only to happen in books and tv
i wan to change, how do i do it?

new skills...

2011-01-10T06:12:00.000-08:00

as i stated in the last post,
i am goin to learn something new for this year!

the first thing will be learn to fangirl!
over real people and not jus anime/manga.
im learning the proper way of fangirling.
ok.. jiayou to me.

second thing... not so keen...
but im learning first aid..........
.... hmmm.. yar.. its necessary...

hmm...
i wan to try knitting, and harmonica...

ok.. i this that is it for now...

2011-01-07T20:03:00.000-08:00

have been very lazy....
sch started 1 week liao...
still very lazy...

its abit late but still got to do it...
this year..
- to commuicate better wif ppl around
- to wake up early and be on time
- to save money
- to learn some new skills
- to continue to love god

... im pretty sure there are alot more..
but i cant think of many now...
jiayou ba!!!
this year's end sem exam is near CNY too...
sian....

speaking of CNY!!!
i cant wait!! not for exams
for the food!!!
i walked past the market
almost most of them are selling the CNY tibits
=]
i like to eat the love letters, small prawn rolls, almond biscuit, chocolate
alot!
CNY is a period to gain weight. and its ok.
=]

2010-12-16T07:58:00.000-08:00

prepare for trouble
make it double
to protect the world from devastation
to unite all people within our nation
to denounce the evil of truth and love
to extend our reach to the stars above
... u know the rest....
lol

am watching pokemon these few days...
if you watch pokemon ep 35 from youtube..
you can find the team rocket introduction in jap
hahahahahahaha

=]

tml is the last day of mid sem exam...
err...
havnt study finish yet....
as usual...

am eating supper...
think Im getting fatter...
(that rhymes...)
my dad says if you eat two slide of butter before drinking alcohol
you wont get drunk!
wonder if its true......
shall try it out next time...
but of course, not on me...
=]

2010-12-06T19:49:00.000-08:00

i have never think so much in my life before...
not even for o levels....
T-T head kind of hurts now....
i didnt believe that your head will hurt when u think too much
i mean its really physically hurting....
probably means that i should sleep...

i am a really boring person.
and i found out that whenever i talk, ppl will shut up and listen...
i mean its good for meeting and presentation...
but even in games???
i mean.... even in a fun situation...
then suddenly silent when i started talking....
i'll think if i did something wrong...
lol really freaked out...

have been busy... exams is next week....
hmmm...
should really study now...
lik always...
cramping everything to last min...
haiz.. wat a bad habit...

2010-11-15T08:02:00.000-08:00

my latest pic... cant stop staring at myself....
lol

have been saying alot of sorries lately...
have been too caught up of the world lately..
have been too low in spirits lately..
am too tired lately...
T-T
get well soon...

2010-10-31T05:02:00.000-07:00

hope many people had fun for halloween....
they worked hard for so long just for that 1 day...
make the best out of it!

i need a notebook...
one that is not too pretty so that i will bear to write in..
one that is not too plain so that i would pick up my pen to write in...
one that is not too big and heavy so i can bring it around...
but not too small that i need to cram everything i want to write....
T-T
so hard to find...

2010-10-25T07:42:00.000-07:00

T-T im so tired today....
new sem... today only got 1 1/2 hour of lec..
but it feels like i hav work the whole day....
.....

watched 3 movies today....

tml got Banzai bazaar..................
i havnt helped out in anything since i started work....

2010-10-23T23:35:00.001-07:00

i have this problem of not replying msgs..
yes.. i realized that...
its a habit for a reason... i cant suddenly change....
im sorry if u r one of the ppl who waited for my replies and not got any..

hmm... if u really really want a reply from me...
then u can ask me simple questions....
i dun like to think alot...
sometimes i want to reply a veri tough qn...
i'll think and think and get distracted and forgot to type out the msg or press send....

another thing is to send me smth that i can reply...
i mean... if u send me "wat r u doin now?"
i'll just reply u and carry on wif wateva im doin..
but if u send me "my blog is dying"
wat do u want me to reply u???

sorry that im too lazy to think....

lol

2010-10-20T11:18:00.000-07:00

been spending too much these few days > <
will try not to buy unnecessary stuffs....

sch is starting next week..
i really should quit my job...
yup its been tiring for these 2 months..
and my last results isnt that gd either..
( i started working before the exams )
my GPA kinda dropped....
not like i care... ( since when do i care bout grades?)
but it dropped... below 3 le...
hmm.. but a 3-starter looks better.. haha
will do my best for the next sem...
i think

2010-10-18T03:27:00.000-07:00

i have just went materials hunting in bugis...
sadly to say alone...

but i got quite a harvest ^^
spent alot these few days though...
should try to save more.......!

2010-10-05T09:02:00.000-07:00

i got myself a twitter account..
wat for?
i dunno....

...
i guess im bored...
its called elsaful

2010-10-03T09:05:00.000-07:00

blessed be the name of the lord
=]

i can see light and hope
=]

i thank Him when im happy.
i sing Him praise when im sad.
i pray to Him when the people around me are lost.
so that they can see the light and hope that i see too.
=]

2010-10-01T10:09:00.000-07:00

wow...
i was reading my older post jus now...
last year this month, i was preparing for halloweens
=]
its is a very fun event!!
please come and support!
its on 30 sept starts from 6 till midnight
and temasek poly =]
i didnt get much involement this year cos of work...
but i believe i will be another cool event too!!!
it like a japanese canival thing =]

and last year around this timing, i got my plane tickets to taiwan with chiou torng...
=]
so fun! i still rmb.. =]
all the good food...
sorry for being a trouble to anna's faamily ><
its been so long since we have met..
i hope u'll come to singapore soon!

and last last year oct...
i think i was having bad time with the family.
hmm.. mainly my parents
and it was my o levels too....
orh well, its the past... i dun rmb tt too well....

very funny..
sometimes i blog about smth...
i forgot wat is it about too
= =

shall go sleep!
good night!
i pray that everyone will stay healthy
=]

2010-10-01T09:34:00.000-07:00

i think...
He wants me to exercise = =
in the morning... the bus came... so i ran....
then i tot that He wanted me to exercise....
at work... ivory sms me asking mi to go cycling....
then i tot that He really wants me to exercise
o0
i found my skipping rope from primary school...
i think im goin to start wif tt
haha

i want go prop making session!!!!
havnt started on anything yet T-T

2010-09-12T21:24:00.000-07:00

i want to cosplay!!!!
all the work and exams are making me edgy.......

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...

2010-08-10T01:01:00.000-07:00

YEA!! its study break/holiday!
but what am i doin in school?!?!?
studying...
so hardworking sia...
T-T cant study at home... wont be able to..
but there is also computer in school...
still will be stuck...
but at least more effective...

ytd is national day!
went out with jcg ppl.. play bowling at downtown
then meet up with some sec sch.. go watch fireworks...
went home very tired...
T-T

and do u know the icing room??
the very very pink and cute de shop..
let u decorate the cake de shop....
there is a girl there very cute!!!
y are there so many cute girls in singapore
but so little cute guys? (im not talking bout children)
in times like this.. i wish i were a guy...
sad.. but oh well.. at least i got anime and manga...
wahahahaha.......

and i hope i can get the parttime job....
at the icing room...
cos during the break i wont be getting allowance....
another sad thing....
and the uniform is cute! and its the nearest place to where i live and i would want and be happy to work there..........
i wanted to work at a maid cafe...
but then.. so far = =
transportation is gd in singapore,
but im too lazy to waste a good portion of my time of the bbus or mrt.....

omg...
i should be studying = =

2010-07-26T02:13:00.000-07:00

my life is all about stories...
not my life stories
but other ppl de stories...
from their own experience
or novels
or (my favourite source) anime and manga
=]

lalalalalalala
im bored...
waiting for drawing session to start...........

haiz...

my life.. is about cosplay!!
hahaha
and manga!!! i like manga more than anime.. as of now...
hmm...
and drawing too!!!

and goin to church... but i can tell no one...
..................
its ok as long as He knows
=]

my life... is really boring?
i am told i have a boring life...
but y am i so happy?
o0

im bored but im happy...
smth wrong with me, maybe?
that is why i am in TPJCG
hahahaha

=]

2010-05-16T10:42:00.000-07:00

waaa...
the tpjcg camp is super fun...
though cant stay for the last few hours...
but im still happy and glad that i came for the camp..
i love my group people alot! =]
thank god for everyone in shinkansen

and also..
all these time...
i think we have taken alot of things/people for granted...
so we should reflect on it, even if its a little
giv credit to those who deserved
praise them generously... it wont hurt you or charge u anything if you say good things...
treat people around u nicer...
always be thankful for them...
its ok to start with a small step... but u have to start somewhere.....
like saying your thank your properly... apologise and mean it...
becoming a better person... =]
you'll feel tt life is not as bad as it was before

i'll pray that i will become a better person
and everyone to always be joyful... =]
thank god for the people he put in my life...
good or bad, i like it or not, u influnced mi even if its a little
i thank you for tt...

2010-05-02T00:23:00.000-07:00

this is turning into a monthly blog!! o0
shit
have to try to write more right?
i didnt create this blog to leave it lik tt...
...
should write more today =]

hmm...
today got a party....
hav to go soon...
but then.... ...
i think i'll start writing from ytd...

ytd got jcg meeting YEA!
freshies should look forward to the AGM camp =]
and after the meeting, got meet wif pj
then went for service... veri meaning as usual..
after that we went to some mall nearby to celebrate birthday
hmm......
then went eat dinner...
so far so good...

i reached home by a night bus...
around 1.20am...
lazy to to walk up the stairs so i took the lift
from the corridor,
i saw the lights are still on << ok...... somethings is wrong...
so i try to walk softer << wearing heels... veri noisy
took one step, saw the wooden door is open << omg.. wat happened? smth is nt right...
one more step, saw a pair of arms on the metal doors << shit! its my mum...
o0
1.20am so quiet.... then she is there
freaking mi out
..................................
sorry for not tellin u earlier that i will be home late...
my hp no batt << forgot to charge.....
but............. 1.20am leh..... dun scare ppl lik that....
i tot she will be slping lik she usually do...
so dun scare mi by waiting for me with the door open lik tt
i tot smth happened...
then she ask mi where was i...
i think my mind went blank... cant tell her the truth..
so i did a little truth blending... i repent
omg... she was so angry....

then this morning i planned to go ah ma hse...
i already planned this for 2 weeks? o0
cos havnt go there for very long time...
and i oso planned to go to the hawaii party thing after ah ma hse..
but then...
here am i...
blogging from home....
what should i do??
my mum is freaking scary last night...
this morning too.....
and she already stated cooking dinner....
and she cooked my dinner last night too << in the frigde now...
.............................
very guilty...
but i dunno wat to do...

i am going to be a good girl and stay at home today...
and i am goin to be a good sister and help my sis cut her hair ltr....
and i am goin to be a good student and read some of my leature notes ltr...
...

drink more water everybody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
be healthy ok?
i pray for u....

my voice is not back yet... since the throat infection...
i kind of lik my voice now...
but then it hurts to sing and hear myself singing....
... haiz....
tctc............ lalala~

2010-04-03T02:42:00.001-07:00

haiz...
so tired... i wan to slp....
woke up early... slept late last night too...
but hav to get used to it soon...
SCHOOL IS REOPENING!!!!
argh...........
and i forgot when is the orientation for lom...
... hmm.. wat to do... i dun really wan to go leh...

today went to joanneTHF de hse... o0
sri joanne.. cos i got 2 joanne senioirs... ermmmmm
and the soap smell nice... lol.. goin to get my dad to buy it next time..
and her dog called diamond didnt try to lick mi =]
good doggy =]

and i was inviting ct to easter event in suntec............
and she said she want to eat cheese fondue....
and i told jun and the rest....
and they want to go too o0
......................
in the end
the cheese fondue thing became one of the attraction points to invitations???
hmm
ct.. food is amazing...
haha = =

lalalala..............................
i wan to sleep.... but i think i'll read manga first.....................

2010-03-29T09:40:00.000-07:00

today...
i was planning to go to drawing session...
but i end up not goin...

y?
cos i was reading one-piece....
after bearing and waiting for so long...
i finally read it all at a time again =]
so happy...
but tired of waiting....
oso kimi no todoke... waa i really like this one... reread a few times le
and new im rereading gakuen alice.... cos i for got where i stopped...
so...
my desire to read manga is so great that made me stay at home and not go to school...
but i also am lazy to change and get out of the hse...
i guess i need more discipline
...
orh...
but i did draw at home o0
turned out not bad at all cos i got my own reference from the computer...

2010-03-27T22:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE!!
=]

i met alot of fun ppl ytd...
am very entertained...
=]

2010-03-17T21:09:00.000-07:00

the last time i post it so long ago = = a few weeks le??
...

ytd i turned 18 o0
my sis was watchin mr randy in his last lecture... n i joined her...
he said smth about brick walls (n he keep repeating them, so it mus be really important)
and they are what separates u n others...
and another point is the proper way of apologising... o0
1st step : say you are sorry
2nd step : admit that it is your fault
3rd step : ask what you can do to make it better
i was like wow.... ok... i'll try to rmb that next time i need to apologise...
...

since im already 18,
i can buy 4D... and i really bought.. my ah gong help me buy de....
hmm.... =] i hope i'll strike smth...

hmm....
and i read a few mangas..........
y suddenly lik all the yaoi manga starts popping up???????
not that i hate them but gosh...
there are much much more yaoi than yuri mangas...
not that i like yuri though.. = =

..............
my sis sticks all her LZX poster on the walls.........
one keep dropping haha.. = =
scary u know? same guy everywhere...
i'll buy poster on the next cosplay event n stick them up too o0

i need to go liao....................................
= =

2010-02-27T10:25:00.000-08:00

hmm....
so im having hoilidays now...
finished my exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yea!

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2010-02-08T06:40:00.000-08:00

waaa........
it feels lik so long since i posted...
well... it have been long..

= =
so busy these few days...
cosplay!!!!!!!!!!
so fun...
i wan to cosplay again
=]

and i dun wan to work..........................................................................

and exam is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i havnt started studying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
= =
T-T

stupid ppl should start to listening to others before making comments that reveal their stupidity even more than wat has been...........
they r so alike to a chicken...
brain size-wise

2010-01-30T08:50:00.000-08:00

today...
my first time cosplayin...
i dun hav a camera...
but there will pictures on facebook
o0

it is tiring...
but super fun
even its nt a veri veri big event
o0

i wan to sleep now.........................................................................
lookin forward to the pictures

2010-01-21T03:02:00.000-08:00

today so tired sia....
= =
i tried to clean up the cupboard
= =
so tired sia....

my cosplay debut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg!
at SOY
at ngee ann poly
at 30 jan
waaaaa
so excited =]
=]
=]
=]

2010-01-16T01:00:00.000-08:00

did u watch k-on!????
if u didnt u should!
my very first cosplay
omgomgomg so excited =]
i got my uniform le
n my character is tsumugi
=]
=]
=]
cant wait till soy
start of year cosplay event o0
ct is in too =]

2010-01-15T07:05:00.000-08:00

ahhhh............
my life....
i nv knew i had the potential to crap so well o0

=]

2010-01-09T07:56:00.000-08:00

waaa..................
so sad
so sad
so sad...
im talking about the stupid manga...
its at the veri veri veri climax part!!! and so long still havnt update yet!!!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
idiot sia... im talking about myself...
y did i read it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shit la...
depressed the whole day liao still cant get it out my head...
reading it is frustating...
but i cant stop reading them...

k... should go watch tao hua xiao mei now
T-T and forget about the manga (for the time being)
or else i wont be able to slp...
(slpt at 6 in the morning...)
= =

2010-01-02T08:07:00.000-08:00

i know its a bit late
but for my new year resolution
i hope i can be a little more honest and a little more hardworking

i read a manga
they say tt ppl normally will despise people of the same character
becos they know it the best
the ugly side of themselves
no one is prefect
but even a flaw will become prefect when u fall in love
right?

i dun have 大爱
not enough to love the whole world
jus want ppl around me to be happy
please be happy... everyone that i noe
n i really mean everyone i know...

omg
when did i become so cheesy?

2009-12-29T05:48:00.000-08:00

im back from taiwan a few days ago...
jus came back from my ah ma hse to giv them the souvenirs...
...
i think parents should complain to Mediacorp
why are they exposing raping scenes to little children???
= = poor kids...
i wonder if they know what they are watching T-T
STOP POLLUTING THEIR MINDS!

..............
still havnt finish giving out things from taiwan...
...
....
....
im so bored...

taiwan is so fun
the people are nice..
the food is extremly nice
the things are cheaper too = =
so nice to shop there.....
orh!
the hotspring
its so fun so fun so fun
little time
alot of fun
anna is so funny...
anna mama oso very funny...

and i eat alot there too...
thank you anna papa to drive us around and treat us to nice food
i think i gain weight T-T
.....................

2009-12-17T11:50:00.000-08:00

i seriously should be in bed now...
left one more hour to slp before i wake up to prepare for my flight...
....... wats wrong wif mi?

i hope my sister will get well soon...
i hope brother will find a girlfriend soon...
i hope my mother will be less easily irritated and more open minded...
i hope my father will get more healthy and slim down...
i hope my ah gong ah ma will live for many many many more years...
i hope all my cousins will grow up to be successful and good people.....
i hope my family will live happily and carefreely...
i hope my friends will be able to live the life they want...
i hope manga will go on forever and ever...
i hope everyone will hav less things to worry...
i hope i will live to finish reading the endding of one piece...

im so greedy...
humans are so greedy....
i wonder what can stop us from being so ugly...

2009-12-16T23:04:00.000-08:00

been slpin till veri late these few days...
and my head hurts... arhhhh
its 3pm and i just woke up
not bad la... skip lunch...
no need waste food n resources, no need spend money
haha = =

i knew i should not hav read the manga last night.........
(&*^%$#$%^& stupid shit
now im all depressed... cos its a tragedy manga...
should nt hav read tt!!!!!
i shall never read tragedy manga again!

will be leaving tml morning for taiwan...
and i have some more project to do....
T-T
goin to do now... but i got no motivation at all...
havnt finish packing my cloths yet.............

i hope i will have euff $ to buy some souvenirs back o0

2009-12-13T08:45:00.000-08:00

i wonder what can we do to change a person completely??
for the better...

hmm...
1 more day n my sis is coming back...
the room seems freaking big
and gor is always at camp...
so during dinner is onli lao pa, mummy n mi
...
veri quite
since the comical duo(gor n mun) is not around = =

when i was in pri sch to sec sch to now
the hse is always empty, i wonder why the others r so busy wif
dunno since when hav i tot im the one who spent the most time at home
home alone again and again
always waiting for others to come back
lik the door guardian or smth....
but nt really though...
cos im reading manga on the com
they come home we oso dun talk much.......
wat do family normally do???

2009-12-12T04:01:00.000-08:00

being a good person is so difficult.
but i havnt forgot my quest of becoming a better person
jus tt i havnt do anything yet.
...
but i think im good as i am...
o0

been thinkin alot these few days
but when i try to recall what i was thinkin
i cant seems to rmb...
so i dun think it is extremly important....
jus tt i got this veri annoyed feeling....
'what did i forget?' -or smth lik tt

im oso currently on my quest to look for smth in life to do
to put it in another words,
im looking for my purpose of life
cos i dunno yet....
im still a student...
studying lom next year.....
so i think im goin to be working wif many ppl in some company in the future...
but before i proceed to my boring workaholic life
i wanted to do smth fun
lik goin taiwan =] or cosplay =] and slack all day long =]
and try as many things as possible....

i also got this feeling lik
time is running out...
im racing against time but i dunno wat im racing for
a note to my family (im typing here n i dun think they will read it, im scared tt i forget this)
sorry for making u wait so long but please wait a little longer.
i'll grow up soon so hang in there for awhile more
when the time comes, please count on me

there are alot of things i want to rmb
but my brain cant seems to save everything
i wished i had a memory card

2009-12-11T00:11:00.000-08:00

YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally finally finally exams are over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but its nt lik i study super hard for it = =
but im still veri happi =]
today last paper...
marketing.. stupid sia.. the onli paper i really studied for...
so if i fail i should go n die...
but my chances of failing is veri big.. = =
but i dun wan to die yet...
wateva!!!
its over le.. who cares?

and after marketing got the jap role play meeting
didnt noe writing a script is so fun = =

IM GOIN TAIWAN NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
exactly one week from now,
i would be in taibei de xi men ding
yea!! when should i change my money??????????

and my sis havnt come back from india..
and yar.. she went to india... some charity/learning thingy
she went there 8 days le...
the room suddenly became so big and so clean =]
and my parents keep talking about her not calling back = =
8 days 1 phone call...
i think its ok leh... no news = good news
ok lar... 5 more days till she come back onli...

my dad bought a lot of yoghurt....
a lot... its goin to expire soon....
eating too much will have stomachache = =
but if dun eat my ears are goin to be in pain....
so how??????????

2009-12-07T17:11:00.000-08:00

i think tt there is smth wrong with my nervous system...
or maybe i became crazy o0
or i dun hav a nervous system at all???
should i tell my parents???

Don't you agree with me?

2009-12-03T04:30:00.000-08:00

Two people will only understand one another when they are looking at the same thing.

2009-12-01T05:51:00.000-08:00

hmm...
there is only test and work these few days...
so nothing much to write about...

orh and there is a writing craze..
not blog writing or essay writing
is story writing about stories o0
ok...
lookin forward to read them.

btw
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS!
haha...

2009-11-26T20:10:00.000-08:00

haha...
i saw this video last night...

so u think you know how to eat a chicken wing???
try doin that..
haha

2009-11-26T01:35:00.000-08:00

waa...
exams coming soon....
should go study,,
but wat am i doin in front of the com!!!!
zzz

2009-11-24T00:57:00.000-08:00

lalala...
im so bored...........
still got project to do.........................
sian...
i dunno how to do..............

so inspired to cosplay...
i want to hurry n cosplay already....
mr.kaname is so cool
he gave a basis cosplay presentation of AFA09...
http://ja.curecos.com/picture/detail?id=9571180
his cloud from ff and ichigo from bleach is dam cool
like really came out of the screen ...
oso got alot others.....
and he onli cosplayed for about 2 years (?)
.........
but he is old...
but he dun look old....
...

omgomgomgomg....
i saw a really really really cute allen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my god!

this cosplayer is a girl!!! THE BEST ALLEN WALKER EVER
so shuai! lik doll lik tt =3

2009-11-21T07:11:00.000-08:00

tml goin afa!
but cant find my camera!!!
T-T
not motivated to go at all T-T
but when the time comes
i think i'll act crazy again = =

today when daiso with whole family...
i think my whole family loves daiso...
o0
so werid.... bought alot of weird stuff....

and my sis is slping on my bed o0
so... unusual...
cos ur bed is larger then mine...
so usually is i ask her to change bed wif mi once in awhile..
haha
but today so weird...............
she didnt tell mi.... and she just when up to slp.................
???
my bed tt comfortable?
hmm....

2009-11-18T07:33:00.000-08:00

Something is wrong wif my msn......
...............
i cant sign in.......
.........................................
and i lost my jap lec book...
and tml is the presentation....
and all my stuff are inside....
what am i goin to do???
redo lor = =
waa....
T-T

2009-11-17T03:32:00.000-08:00

today eating dinner wif my sis on the veri small table...
and talk about how weird our family is
or other families are....
apparently, we both wont miss the family even if we are nt at home for some period of time.
i didnt noe we are much more alike than i expected...
=]

sunny is cute
i like tae young too...
anyone noe who is at 2.44???

我的世界真好平静。很安静。
今晚会不会下雨？

2009-11-14T03:50:00.000-08:00

today... when to some i-dunno-what museum

and i made this!!
apparently.. the skill for makin this is the same as makin the jap dolls...
next few pics lor!

this is dam cute rite!!! xiao doggy =]

in case u dunno what is this..
its a monkey n sheep..

horse

a veri green rabbit = =

and a super cute mouse =]

next few are the jap gods....
but i nt sure which gods are they = =

so cool rite! (n i even edit it)
they said one doll will take 2 yrs to make...
o0
and do u noe how many dolls there are there?!?
more than 100... definately.. =3

remember a few days ago i went to donate blood?
o0 did i write tt?
orh.. no.. i onli wrote to tell ppl donate...
haha.. but i went there...
the red dot is the hole....
and the needle is so fat n thick!

the bandage is pink with purple hearts..
= =
after this... i went home n slp...
around 7 plus slp le...
even overslpt the next day...
haha....
i was planning to keep it a secret to my mum
about mi donatin blood...
but i dunno how she found out................
zzz
now she keeps tellin mi my face is green...
when its totally fine...
and make mi eats alot.............
T-T gonna get fat!

2009-11-11T05:56:00.000-08:00

today i feel lik im not myself...
y?
COS I DID MY HOMEWORK!!!
i actually sit down in front of a computer and do my homework
even though i did not complete it.....
i stunned myself...
secretly proud of myself.... ( what a dumb reason = =)
and in sch durin break i did some notes too
=]
so i think today is the most hardworkin day since ... i dunno when
haha

= =
and ytd
i read my blog ( duh!)
i mean the veri old post...
its lik.. i forgotten most of the things that happenned
but when i read what i wrote
the feeling came back
veri... strange feelin ................................
so i think the purpose of this blog is to record what i hav done to remind my past?
or something near there la....
orh... and people who wants to read too =]

anyway...

time flies..
people changes...
like the wind that continues to blow
and clouds always changing shape
but if you look back and recall
the past and memories is still there
being silly, shouting at each other, even crying
seems lik a wonderful thing
thats when u know u hav grown
possibly moved on
its not a bad thing to do
just remember not to regret
and put on a smile at the end of the day
=]

o0
i have stunned myself by myslef the 2nd time of the day
oh well... its not a bad thing to do =]

2009-11-10T04:14:00.000-08:00

GO DONATE BLOOD!!!
there is now a blood donation drive in tp...
so go there get a form if u r under 18 and ask ur parents to sign
then go donate blood!
its a very good deed to do... o0
u can repent ur daily evil deeds wif ur blood... o0 ( sounds too serious = =)
but tt's nt the point!
u can save people lives!!!
that means that your blood can contribute to the society if u think you r too worthless and cant do anything...
wateva crap im tokin about doesnt matter...
so just go donate ur blood.........................

what am i doin???? = =
lols

2009-11-10T02:08:00.000-08:00

i came across this band...
and i lik them =]

Late Night Alumni
Whats in a name =]

the girl has a veri nice voice..
and the music veri unique... in the really good way
=]

another nice song...
Light Reading =]

both veri nice rite??
=]

2009-11-09T09:19:00.000-08:00

i like 桃花小妹. =]

2009-11-09T06:57:00.000-08:00

another tired day...
i was about to reach home after school then realized tt there is a jcg meetin...
hav to return to school again
.................

today, during meetin, we got this thrashin out session...
lasted so long.........
makes people so worried.. zzz
wateva... hope all goes well
=[

"benefit of the doubt" is a veri strong phrase...
i recommend people not to use it too often...
cos it makes others speechless....
..........

aiya....
is this the worrisome period of the year?

2009-11-08T07:13:00.000-08:00

hahaha... this pic is taken durin one of the dinners after jcg event =]
we always go opposite to eat after jcg event
lik some family dinner.. =]

orh... i bought a pair of neko mimi during the banzai barzar
BANZAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
there's black too...
but i tot tt my hair is black.. will it be visible???
so i got white..
n ct got the black one at some othere event some time ago...
seems lik she lost hers... if u want to wear u can always borrow mine
=3

i lik my hair!!! cover my ears then the neko mimi is more obvious...
=]

k... euff wif my 自恋 pics...YEAH!! LUFFY =]
today before k box
ct gave my this =] =] =]
=]
=]
=]
THANKS ALOT!!!!
LOVE U LOTS!!
i like robin too... but i tot her poster is when she was 8 yrs old...
hmm... dun rmb seeing this
ACE!! so hot!
but his head is worth lesser than luffy's
another fav =]
er................. sogeking???
i always wonder why the marine are so stupid tt they cant get the identity rite..

waaa... and nami's hometown had actually supersized this poster and put it in the town =]
hahaha... so proud of her =p
hahahahahahaha.................. omg...................
this is the funnist... cos there is actually a guy who look really lik tt..
and the marines chased the wrong person...
cant even get the face correct!!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!
the cutest!!! 50 belis onli!!!!!
been lookin for this since forever...
the one i saw at banzai berzar de colour is veri veri weird...
bright pink and smth...
=]
thanks ct

2009-11-07T01:26:00.000-08:00

im so hungry n tired...
havnt eat...
and its almost time for dinner...........
ok..
i'll go cook maggi after this
=[

today got main/sub com meeting for jcg
o0
we talked about a few things....
but the most important point there is sucession
o0
waaaa
our next pres aka obama will be castillo
this makes people worried T-T
but its ok.. we all support u!
and ct is the next AM leader
aka jcg anime/manga sub comm leader o0
aka robert m gates (who is tt???)
anyway
jiayou!
lik i said
we all will support u, u dun need to even ask =]

today very sad....
cos after meeting the rest went to chinatown de pan in the box
the veri cool shop
=]
but i didnt go
cos lazy to go too far
...
tml goin kbox wif ct n juniper n who else???
i didnt even rmb till ct told mi today T-T
im broke....
=[

2009-11-06T03:07:00.000-08:00

im eattin my dinner now...
its mac!
cos my sis wans the monopoly thing....
but u noe.....
i ate mac for today's lunch too..
n mac for the whole day??
.............................
nvm...
i got a instant win
snack wrap...
cool rite?
my 1st stickers got smth liao...
orh..
and i notice tt the fries are less salty
yeah!
its healthier... o0
at least its healtier than before....
but i think is becos the people want to save cost from salt...
u'll nv noe mah..

today is a veri cool day..
y?
cos tp got a blackout at 3+pm
durin lecture...
uncle benny, the lecturer was teaching halfway
and suddenly no lights n screen...
then he said "what can i do?"
then released us earlier...
haha
but lecture nt finish yet...
so no need do tut
=]
fits me well...
i dun do tuts anyway
=P
江山以改，本性难移。
bad habits.... haizz

2009-11-05T06:35:00.001-08:00

ytd...
my gor brought home a desktop!!
which is wat im using now
so cool la!!!
so now we got 2 desktop
1 hav a veri big and squareish monitor
the other is long and os veri big...
hahaha
plus 2 more laptops...
哇靠!

= =
anyway
i think my gor is really rich
even though he dun return mi the $$ he own mi
i lost count on how much it is....
mun oso own me...
hello????
im broke le...
stop borrowing from mi can?
and dun take $$ from my drawer without tellin mi
T-T
谈钱伤感情...
haizzz...

due to some reasons...
i need to learn how to put on makeup
.......
yup
i admit i really dunno how to do tt
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
learnin from youtube but...
so chim...
nvm la
船到桥头，自然直

haha..
i think my chinese dam gd
=]
not bad arh?

2009-10-29T21:13:00.000-07:00

YAY!!!
halloween is finally here
=]
those free on this sat night
mus come arh!
at tp as blk5 lvl6
so cool rite??
hahahaha......

=]
=]
=]
hope those havin exams to score well

and oso...

Big Bang - Lies
T-T veri nice
keep spammin this song recently

2009-10-16T08:12:00.000-07:00

waa
im so bored
so bored....
so bored

...

2009-10-08T06:58:00.000-07:00

i got a job interview!
i got a job interview!
i got a job interview!

i hope i can pass.....................
i think there will be many ppl too.........
jyjy
wish mi luck
=]
fightin'

2009-10-05T09:09:00.000-07:00

waaa....
im so tired
T-T

but got gd news
hahaha
bought plane tickets to tw le...
2 mnths in advanced o0
spendin x mas there too
...
AND
anna coming spore next year end too
ALONE!
=]
=]
=]
super happy

ct dun wan cosplay wif mi
T-T veri sad...............................
nvm
dun wan force her
............................................
...............................................
...................................................
i finish my apron base le...
but i dun think its called an apron...
i oso dunno wat is it called = =
anyway
tml goin buy more materials...
no $$$ liao.............
hav to save lik mad again......
try nt to ask mi out ok?
at least not to some place tt will spend lots of money
T-T

AFA!!! must go!!
got shuai ge
=]
sindy say de...

2009-10-04T07:42:00.000-07:00

ok...
im typing here so tt i wont forget
=]

spice and wolf
hayate no gotoku
the promised place of our early days
sky crawlers
5 cm per second
full metal panic
family outing

thx marcus
=]

2009-09-25T11:53:00.000-07:00

wat would u do if u noe that u are goin to die soon
maybe 5 years ltr? or 5 months?
with the so little time limit u hav
sounds so sad...
it is a manga i was reading
= =
i keep crying..
its nt completed yet
so i dunno the endding ( of cos i wish for a happy endding)
im sure there are many people with heart diesease all over the world
the second most common illness in japan
the guy cant live till 20..
so sad
i cant imagine
its so painful just readin from manga
and its nt that wat happend after the death
but rather how the person thinks about his death and deal with his situation
lik avoiding gettin too close to the ppl u lik..
so that when u die, they feel less hurt ( tt is totally stupid!)

dont u think its funny?
i mean one fine and sunny day
maybe a car would just come
and off u go
not sayin any goodbyes
and the people next to u would think
"he was so happy and energetic 1 hour before. how did he...."
u wont know when u are leaving
till the time u actually hav to go

is it worst if u know ur limit or sudden death?
there was a book i bought from sans bookshop ( so proud of myself..)
tuesday with mr. morrie (i wonder where is it now?)
a damn touchin book...
i dont think i will be able to cope in mr.morrie's situation
i mean im onli 17
there's still a long way ahead of me
even though i hav tot of where my soul goes and do after death
i didnt think about the people around me
those i care about
those that i would nt wan to hurt. esp by myself
and if its an illness
the bills from hospital is alot more worst
............
T-T
"happiness comes from, 1st of all, health"
where did i heard tt from???
and my mummy always tell us
"poor people are better off died than gravely sick"
is she tellin us to die if we get some werid diesease?
= =

please be healthy =]
and live ur life happily =]
im sorry for all stupid things ive done in the past
i love u all dearly =]
seriously
thank you for knowing me =]
time for the next manga =]

2009-09-06T04:39:00.000-07:00

i've just realized that this blog is 1 year and 4 days old
=]

2009-08-31T10:11:00.000-07:00

hmm...

happy birthday gor!
even though u are at camp
but thank goodness... T-T
can save a birthday present.. wahahaha
been broke recently...
and since im such a nice sister who dun fight with u over the com on the weekends when u come back home...
issnt that the best present already?
i think
wahaha
anyway...
i oso dun think u will ever read this but happy birthday
=]

2009-08-28T09:01:00.000-07:00

wahahaha...
i got another cousin
=]

tml is his 1st month...
shit...
i dunno if its a she or he...
nvm
tml will noe =]

super junior 3rd ablum...
it's out for quite long le...
=]
i like it...
but it makes me depressed alot...
hmm
-why i like you
-monster
-its you

o0
the 1st time i have ever seen super junior
cookin?cookin! by SuJu-H
my gor show mi de =]

2009-08-25T08:51:00.000-07:00

today is my last paper
=]
=]
=]
YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

right after that joyce,jm n mi went watch movie...
the proposal
dam funny...
laugh veri hard...
= =

lookin for job..
saving money to go taiwan...
=]
jyjyjyjyjy

and today is ct birthday...
so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
=]

i didnt noe that after the exams i will get this bored..................
T-T

2009-08-23T00:17:00.000-07:00

ytd wwas so fun...
its NATSU MASURI!!!
summer festival in a japanese pri sch in changi...
=]

but i felt tired all day

and ct de mummy made mi a yukata =]
red one
=]

and *&^@$*&&(
i forgot to bring camera
.......................................
got so many things i wanted to take....
...
....
.....

should study now...
i played for the whole day ytd liao
tml got pom paper...
havnt study finish
T-T

2009-08-12T07:41:00.000-07:00

T-T so tired these few days...
exam coming...
havnt finish studying...
didnt even start on accounts n pom
= =

im goin to screw up!!!
econs made me feel veri sad...
got back my 40% grades...
personally i think mine is nt bad...
jus dun look at others' can liao... = =

jiayou!
arh....
i feel so old again = =
backpain... T-T
lao le

orh...
and joycelyn is veri cute when she is young...
she is veri cute now oso....
but i think my younger pic is cuter than hers.. BLEAH XP
haha
im nt commenting for the 'now' part...
bhb

2009-08-06T06:30:00.000-07:00

i got facebook o0
it is purely peer influence.. seriously

these few days... didnt talk as much as before...
cause our source of topic hasnt been veri interesting as it used to...
abit sad... but thankful at the same time = =

and some people have been moody.......
lik raining lik tt.........
more like pouring................
then trapped at hse emo lik tt.......
= =

then got the dream hse talk...
so fur-ni(my's pronounciation)

2009-07-21T09:41:00.000-07:00

super junior is so cool...
donghae is so cute....
yesung oso...

2009-07-11T07:38:00.000-07:00

haiz...
today got cosfest!!!
omg..
im goin tml oso
hahahahahahahaha
so tired... = =
but it's so worth it...
bought some stuff too
=]

my camera skills are nt gd

2009-07-05T06:28:00.000-07:00

ytd got bbq in pasir ris park with yanning vivian yinyi peijuan jordan junhong xuwei eefan yiquan winnie...
so little ppl... so much fun XP
but lohan said there is alot of ppl at 1st... hmm...
but nt bad la..
onli too much food... haha
too much hotdog n cardmeat stick...
and no one wans to eat bbq fishball = =

shall post some pics will i get them =]
orh..
and i made korokke before goin out ytd
my ah yis said "veri nice.. veri nice"
=]
=]
=]
i think so too

2009-07-03T00:03:00.001-07:00

2009-07-02T23:27:00.000-07:00

i like watchin things from a third person point of view...
cos i dun think i will be able to handle that so many situations in life
thats probably why i like reading and watching
namely manga and anime and movies and dramas...
being a outsider can know the whole picture
which is a safer spot to be in
you noe who's having evil thoughts, or who is purely innocent and kind

i like staring at peaceful things.. slow and peaceful
a tree maybe.. with its branches swinging in the gentle wind..
it shows life.. and hav a slow pace..
or maybe the fluffy white cloud above the tree..
looks lik some cooton candy that u can touch when u reach out ur hands
floating and constantly changing it's shape in the clear blue sky
so peaceful... like sucking out all unhappy things from me..
and makes me think alot... positively

i lik kids... or in other words...
my cousins.. there are 10 of them
seriously they are so cute
and super smart... veri energetic..
even though im nt a patient person
i lik the play wif them

i dun lik fast stuff...
cars and buses... makes me dizzy all the time...
esp long rides
i prefer walkin more...
even though i walk veri slow and takes a long period of time

i dun lik my bro's room...
4 white walls and a big window that faces the corridor...
it's so loney... and straight and sharp... lik needles
veri empty
but i always use this room.. cos the com is here

i dun lik when i jus woke up...
nt becos i still wan to slp..
but sometimes is cos i blackout while walking
lik when i got out of my bed and go to the toilet...
all things becomes black and is veri dizzy
can stand or walk straight
but i live here for so long..
i can really go to the toilet wif my eyes close
but once i reach the toilet i need to hold the sink for support
and wait for my sight to clear..
there was once i fell onthe toilet fall cos i was too dizzy...
does this happens to everyone?
or is there something wrong wif me

i feel veri old...
and unexpectedly peaceful...
for now that is...
=]

2009-06-01T06:41:00.000-07:00

joe hisaishi
madness

2009-05-20T22:56:00.000-07:00

wahahaha...
im now havin a 2-hour break at sch
im so boredddd
and too freeee
so im bloggin at the library
=]

hmmm

i dun really hav anything to say now u noe...
...
orh!
i saw this post from ct's blog...
i'll copy n paste =]

This is a survery-thingy for Jovey who wants to know what's she's like...

Good point: Good listener,very tolerant of my 'lameness' and of my stupidity. Relatively good cook? (anyone that is better than me is in my dictionary a good cook.)

Bad Point: Too good of a listener sometimes...SAY SOMETHING FOR HEAVEN SAKE...Relatively fast mood swing (I have mood swings too...but your's are veryfast and extreme...no offence but sadly...it's true.

Generally a kind-hearted person. Not really talkative Can be patient when she wants to Often misunderstood that her silence = pissed Actually it just means that she's in her mood, in her own land/tired

wahhahahaha
THANK YOU CHIOU TORNG!!
so gan dong...
=]

ok
...
since i got nth better to do i'll write one for ct too

hmm...
Chiou is a veri weird person. she is so weird to the point where she can win the nobel weirdness award... but it's not tt bad u noe.. since there are ppl say tt most genius are weird... but it's nt lik im sayin u r a genius or smth... = =

Chiou got the "good student" kind of impression tt typical parents will like... mostly is due to her aura... it givs off a veri serious n responsible feelin... but she is actually blurrer than sotong... she admitted it too... but sometimes she is jus so stubborn where one can be irritated to the point of killing her...

"good" gal lik herself are almost a rare breed.i think no one can possibly noe how the brains work. she is super random and funny in the sense of her reaction. always wonder why im frenz wif such a person... im nt sayin its a bad thing... i dun even noe how i befriend her... sorry for my poor memory =P

she cares alot of her friends... so we are all veri lucky.. but CAN U STOP CARING SO MUCH ABOUT OTHERS AND CARE FOR YOURSELF MORE!?! it makes so many ppl worried...

................

nt good in handicraft... and maths... and cookin...

2009-05-19T08:11:00.000-07:00

cos alot of things happened lately
havnt got time to tok bout it..
but im too lazy to do tt
= =
...

so many projects and test these few days
tired sia
right now..
there are onli 3 things tt motivate me to live
1] JAPANESE CULTURE CLUB!!!
2]FOOD
3]hmm... dudnno how to put it in words
= =

haiz...
this sat got JCG sub-com interview
OMG.........
FIGHTIN'!

2009-05-06T01:28:00.000-07:00

waaa...
today is wed...
time is passing too slowly................
hurry up and come alreadly!!!
im tokin about mondays
cos got jcg

@#$^%$&*#$@

im veri bored..
and my phone is runnin out of batt...
and i dun noe if i've any hws
= =

2009-05-05T02:56:00.000-07:00

wahahahaa...
every tues go home at 11...
can read manga for the whole day
=]

anyway
ytd is the 1st "lesson" in jcg
=]
we tried drawing chibi
so fun la!!!
and i got this water balloon =]
blue one... ( for free )

then go home my sis wan tt too
wahahahahaha
being such a nice sister i gracefully(?) gave it to her
hmm
then today i played the game...
2 bucks... outside library...
looks veri lol but IT'S CUTE!
i got 4 balloons wif 2 hooks... ( but onli took 3)
gave 1 to jiamin n joycelyn
i oso got one 4 myself...
=] =] =]
but stupid mingyue burst jiamin's balloon...
hahahahaha..
dam funny.. cannot stop lauging = =

2009-04-29T22:14:00.000-07:00

i joined the JAPANESE CULTURE CLUB!!!!!!!!!!!!
=]

im so sian now...
blogging at the sch library...

lalalalalalalalalalala

ok... im jus here to post about my new cca..
= =

2009-04-25T02:43:00.003-07:00

this morning i wanted to eat ramen = =
now i wanted to eat mee swa...
i lik noodles =] =] =]

2009-04-24T07:33:00.001-07:00

i wan eat takoyaki!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-12T02:27:00.000-07:00

=]
was tokin to kl recently...
he told to update my blog...
so.. im doin it now = =

hmm
my convo wif kl..

what do u think of me?
good and bad points
honestly tell me please
ehh?
im nt sure.. need time to think

2 hrs ltr...

answer please...
ok
hmm
u r a good person generally.. quite considerate and caring.. it means ur a kind person.. think of other ppl and sensitive.. in the good way... and quite a fun person to be wif.. ur jokes are mostly funny... but many others are not...and sometimes abit straightforward... even if wat u say would be truthful, it still hurts a little...
in conclusion: a veri veri good friend =]

then i asked for my personality in his view...
and we made some sort of a deal..
i'll tell him wat i think of my family.. he'll tell me wat he think of me...
zzz
a little... nt worth it rite? (unfair!!!!!)
oh well.. i agree anyways
so..

your a good 'sister' to begin with.. Very unique the way u treat me as your xiao di like pulling my ear and messing my hair.. very fun and comforting to be with you cause of your smile and and your laugther..
though maybe becasue sometimes i bully you or you in a bad mood you would give me that specific face which i seriously dont like when you always seem to be cheerful..
sometimes you are abit blue blur... no idea why.. very kind..
sometimes it might be better if you explain to people what you thinking or feeling cause the other party might not really realise it at all...

wow... tt was long..
but i really liked it =]
thks a bunch kl

about the family review... i'll do it some time ltr k?
cos need to think.. haha

2009-04-04T11:47:00.000-07:00

i jus came back from tp FOW!!!!
it's sooooo funnnn =]
=]
=]

too bad for ppl who didnt go [eg. chiou torng]
it's really fun...
tt's why im blogging at almost 3 am in sunday
= =

our team is called zetten =]
it means 'link' in dutch
very cutely...
the workshop has this theme..
"WAT'S THE LINK"
=]
very cute rite?????????

oo oo ahh oo oo ah oo oo ah~

= =
veri tired..
but its worth it!

and i got no pics to post...
so i'll grab it from some other blogs ang post it ltr...

ps...
mass dance is actually quite fun..
in fact, it's veri fun
not as dumb as it looks...
u hav to feel the 'funniest' through action
cannot be observed =]

pps.
I LOVE U GLS!
hearts =]

2009-04-01T03:07:00.000-07:00

welcome april =]
today is april fool's day
and im stuck at home...
arghhhhhhhhhh
im bored

...
i wanted to scan some veri cute pics into the com...
but i realized tt my scanner is buried uder my bro's pile of paper...
so...
i cant really use it
sad...

and im bored...
really bored...

hmm
detroit metal city is a good movie =]
watched it wif ct, zy n louis..
cant stop laughing...
and i think i laugh quite loudly in the theater... onli notice is after the end...
really funny

2009-03-16T05:36:00.001-07:00

today is hmm... 16 march...
3 and a half more hours will end my sweet sixteen..
even though it's nt really sweet...

i've been living for 16 years...
and i think i did some reflection on wat i hav done..
but i dun remember it.. = =
so i'll jus type it here...
im so sri to hav shorten memory...

= =

ok..
16 years of life.. wat do i think i've been living so far...
erm.. i dun really remember wat happened when i was 5 or 6 yrs old..
most ppl dun..
so as far as i remembered....

i have been slacking in life...
a failure in most of the things...
i dunno how much but...
1] i failed as a daughter, i do some housework... but i most of the time i created more mess than cleaning... which cause my parents to be fusrated...
2] i failed as a sister... during my bro's training in tekong, the families were asked to write something to encourage him... i realize i dun hav anything to tell him at all.. i always wondered why my bro and mun is so close... im probably jealous of them eventhough i was their sibling too
3] i failed as a student. nt able to keep my grades on the line. my teacher aways say tt im a roller coaster.. my results go up n down.. even my parents gave up for my to score...
4] i failed as a otaku... i love anime and manga... but i dun remember them... jus some bits and pieces... and i dun even remember some of the names of the character...
5] i failed as a girl.. i hav a very very very messed up love life
6] i failed as a worker... i cant complete my work load even though beening hardworkin when all nigel,joachim n benny are playin dota when raymond(my boss) is nt around...
7] i failed as a human...(generally) after so many things i hav done and encounter... i 've got no idea wat i wan to do.. i've got many ccas u noe...
nerdy- librarian
classic - choir
dance- chinese dance
sport- vollyball
clubs - youth flying club, enviroment club
= =
i dun really hav a goal in my life... jus living and wasting time..

if i can name myself.. i'll call myself jack..
quoted from " jack of all trades" haha

haiz...
wat a depressing speech = =
anyway..it's the last 3 hours..so jus let me vent on my uselessness ( nt one's stopping me though)
........................................................................
waa

i've decided nt to celebrate my birthday...
it seems very useless this year... i wonder why...

yosh!
i'll try my best to change in the future...
my goal to live rite now : to find a goal to live for.
=]
happi birthday jack!

2009-03-08T06:41:00.000-07:00

i actually wanted to post earlier than this...
but i was busy with.. hmm... stuff
and im pretty bored now..
so i've once again decided to blog
= =
sri for letting u die....

...
ok..
hmm
i read some more mangas..
and hav been workin hard as usual...
=]

ytd n the day before ytd..
i saw show!!!
piglet!!!!
lou zhi xiang!!!
only tt he didnt see me
= =
sat at east point was his autograph session..
u know
so many ppl = =
and sun got this entertainment awards 09....
thx jiajie for the tickets.. T-T
so touched...

=]

and i got a new idol
http://www.juriueda.com/
she is DAM GOOD!!!!
her drawings are freaking pretty

ps.
jiazhen..
i dun understand why u keep trying to use chinese when u totally suck at it...
if u dunno.. now im telling u...
so dun get me lame excuses tt says u didnt noe.. can?

2009-02-11T05:00:00.000-08:00

shitttttttttt...
i havnt been blogging!!!
omgomgomg...

so long le...
...
....
....

anyways...
im on my quest to become a good person =]
but im nt sure wat to do..
therefore i'll ask some people for advice ...

...
as promised:
jia zhen! pls dun play piano or keyboard anymore... for the sack for people around u..

...

i'll leave the good person part for next time XP

2009-01-25T08:41:00.000-08:00

hmm..
its already new yr..
i wan to slp....
but the tradition is tt children would stay awake on this day
so tt their parents can live a long life- or something lik tt

but my sis n gor slp liaos...
onli me left...
T-T
and im really bored....
sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
waaa

= =

i wan to slp ...

2009-01-24T00:58:00.000-08:00

hmm.. i havnt been updating..
i noe tt .. sri

busy wif babysitting last week...
and busy readin my manga... too addicted
and busy slpin = =
but i cleaned up my room ( which was still messy )
and did some hsework too o0

happi new year ppl!

today...
my gor bought a wii console o0
jus finished setting it up
and he is playin mario smashbros wif derrick
...
and i still hav a drama to catch...
so i'll play ltr

o0

i think i said to make a list of 10 things i'll miss when i leave sch..
so there they are:
1. my table n chair.. ( hav a hard time slpin on my dinner table)
2. miss my heavy bag (even though i dun really lik it.. jus nt use to)
3. the lvl 3 staff toilet (zy n l told me de)
4. my teachers ( T-T i really miss them )
5. hitting my bros... ( i cant hit my sis too much... she will be angry.. sad*)
6. shoutin across the canteen
7. aircon in the bookshop
8. vandalising the tables/textbooks
9. d&t room (i lost my plane there)
10. the sch..

dun hav anything more = =

2009-01-11T04:34:00.000-08:00

shit............
tml we gettin results
it's lik
omgomgogomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so fast

= =
but im onli worried bout my english
dun really care bout the rest...
anyone think they will cry???
i dun think i will
at least for now...
i'll nv get nervous till last min...
and i think ct agrees wif me.... (im lik tt!)

haiz... still got to go bookshop before tt
...
ltr giv wrong change to the students...

sob~sob~
i'll miss sec sch life...
must think positively...
smth lik ppl gets old too...
cant always think of sweet sixteen...
and i'll miss the table n chair in sch...
nt veri used to slpin on other tables...

i think i will make a list of top ten things u'll miss in sch...
in the next post ba...
haizzzzzzz....

gettin old is troublesome