thanks peiqi =] (u r so cute!!!)
a few days ago, i wasnt feeling very well...
and i am still sick T-T
i know there is this bunch of people
not related by blood
but they are my brothers and sisters
i may not know them well
but i have eternity time
and because they are there i wont be bored
they like to write cards
they like to make more families and friends
they like to sing and talk
and they like to show their love
really caring and have a passion for people
because i know they care, i'll take better care of myself
there is another bunch of people
we call ourselves a family
it is really weird
in our family, there's aliens, there's hamsters, there's also non-living things
although no one is sane in there
i love being with this family
they like to play and talk
they like to slack around and do nothing
they like to slap someone out of emo-ness
and they like goin to eat dinner together
they do silly things to make you happy
because they also care, i'll take better care of myself
Wednesday, January 19, 2011Y
sian....
I'm sick again......
throat hurts...
drinking lots of honey.........
my bones hurts too....
i guess I'm aging too fast for my own good..
lol
can't sleep properly
will wake up every hour or so during the night..
insomnia?
T-T
I really need to take better care of this body...
omg!!! %^*&(^%$@#
my dad just came into the room and fart!
and he left after farting......
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank god im sick now..
i got blocked nose!!!
lol
11:46 PM 
Friday, January 14, 2011Y
how do people change?
i wan to change.
i cant stand myself anymore
..
and nope, this is not an emo post
the problem here is i love myself too much
not as in narcissist, think-i'm-the-most-pretty-person-in-the-world-kind
but... selfish?
...........
to always think and live for other people,
right now it seems only to happen in books and tv
i wan to change, how do i do it?
3:05 AM 
Monday, January 10, 2011Y
new skills...
as i stated in the last post,
i am goin to learn something new for this year!
the first thing will be learn to fangirl!
over real people and not jus anime/manga.
im learning the proper way of fangirling.
ok.. jiayou to me.
second thing... not so keen...
but im learning first aid..........
.... hmmm.. yar.. its necessary...
hmm...
i wan to try knitting, and harmonica...
ok.. i this that is it for now...
6:12 AM 
have been very lazy....
sch started 1 week liao...
still very lazy...
its abit late but still got to do it...
this year..
- to commuicate better wif ppl around
- to wake up early and be on time
- to save money
- to learn some new skills
- to continue to love god
... im pretty sure there are alot more..
but i cant think of many now...
jiayou ba!!!
this year's end sem exam is near CNY too...
sian....
speaking of CNY!!!
i cant wait!! not for exams
for the food!!!
i walked past the market
almost most of them are selling the CNY tibits
=]
i like to eat the love letters, small prawn rolls, almond biscuit, chocolate
alot!
CNY is a period to gain weight. and its ok.
=]
8:03 PM 