i cant stand my father...
and i bet many other kids at my age feels the same...
1 good thing about my dad is that he dun drinks and dun smoke.
there might be some other good points too but i cant think of any.

my dad is a plump goin 50 year old guy
he has dibities and high blood preesure.
so he is on long term medication and keep lots of pills...
but he did nt stop eating all those fried food with high fats contain
this only made the matter worst
the cut on his hands and foot wont heal and he will start scratching them till be looks like the wound is rotting
i asked him if he knew the results of continue eating unhealthy...
and he avoided my question.

my dad is veri money-minded...
he used to be a rich guy until his friend cheated he his fortune on investment
now, we are a poor families with 1 psp, 2 computers and 3 kids... just nice
every time, he will tell us how much we spent today..
how much the telephone bill is...
how much is the meals...
how much it cost for this and for that...
u noe what i mean...................
i understand why he do tt, i dun mind him doin it
but it is jus annoying
he dun earn alot now...
my mum too...
but we are happy... if things remain the same, tt would includes how we felt

my dad is nornally a kind soul. but sometimes i just cant stand him..
i didnt know guys also hav pms
sometimes, he shout/scold for no reason...
i think he is veri weird...
he talks wif his muth full and food will drop out.. seriously.. just like anime
he also talks no sense and expects the whole world to understand him
he dun feel ashame gossipping bout our other relatives behind their backs
he is scared of my mum
for this, i respect my mother more than i did to him

i wonder why is my dad lik that...
and one more important point is that he liks to say 'feng liang hua'
which would do nothing but makes situation in anyplace n any time worst.
he is always like that...
lik volcano..
sundden outburst and when it happens, usually it iwould be violence to the extreme...

i am not afraid to let the whole world meet my dad..
and i guess he also wont mind.. u see, he is rather thicked skinned
he dun noe how to use com
even if he does, he dun noe my blog url
even if he does, he dun speak or write english...
even if he does, he wont understand what im writing...
even if he does, he will only think that me, as a daughter, failed to understand him...
even if he dont, he'll think this is bullshit...

so...
im done

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